Searching For Answers


Dearest daughter, Ever since January 2013 when I was struggling for answers to why my heart rhythm was so irregular and I kept landing in ER’s with A Fib, I have not really been the same.  I find myself wishing for the days before this medical condition when I could physically do nearly anything I […]

Is There Anybody Out There?


Dearest daughter, Sometimes in life, we question whether we are the only one experiencing great loss or pain…almost as if nobody could understand what we are going through.  The day I had to give away my very first horse who I waited 30 years for was one of those days.  My horse and I were a […]

A New Day Is Dawning


Dear daughter of mine, Today you are performing at an outdoor venue and I wish I could be there to see you.  I want to and I know that you are aware of that.  I just can’t physically and emotionally bring myself to be around your father, his mother, his new wife and new baby boy when […]

Letters From A Broken Heart


Dear sweet child of mine, Well, today is by far one of the most difficult days I have ever had to endure.  The good news is I made it through and came home to my smiling, happy little girl.  The not so good news is I hold a world of sadness inside that I cannot share […]